Heart

hmm... ni bkn pasal lagu 'Heart' 2 tau. Heart=jantung. Last weekend my beloved husband admitted 2 DEMC. y? Ok, pagi 2 mmg hati rasa x sedap je.. tup..tup husband call frm ofis dia sakit dada then p la klinik. doc klinik suruh p hospital. P la DEMC klinik. Doc situ nmpk ada slight prob with his heart.. then he refer hubby 2 heart specialist. Dah check2 2 sume bila result x berapa memberangsangkan kena la masuk wadkan. High kolestrol n less Oksigen in blood. That's what hubby informed me. As he went there by himself.. Bole lg bawa keta.. Tak senang duduk kite kat rumah dibuatnyer. Terkilan pun ada x dpt p sama. Everytime my husband called meleleh la air kat mata ni.Yela isteri mana x risau suami admitted hosp kite dok sonyap kat rumah (due 2 some technical prob) eventhough husband ckp 'ok xde apa doc just nak monitor je..'. 2 hari berulang le dr umah SIL 2 hosp. FIL le kena anta... Klu ikut hati nak je dok kat spital 2.. tp memandang my little angel ni x mau pisah ngan mamanyer kena le ikut blk.. kesian lak dia x selesa kat spital kan... nanti pesakit kena tido kat bawah plak.. hikhikhik... when my sister dtg menjenguk blk le 2 my home sweet home.. Alhamdulillah skrg dia dah ok.. cuma cepat penat.. so.. skrg p mana2 kena bawa ubat ye sayang!!!!
Bila dgr heart prob ni.. phobia sikit. Yela arwah abah dulu pun sakit jantung.. dah 7 tahun dah dia kembali kepada Penciptanya. hmmm... how times flies... cannot survived 2nd attack. Masa 1st attack I didn't know he was admitted 4 one week till I called kg 2 minggu lpas he discharged... punya la marah masa 2 kat kakak sbb x bgtau.. masa 2 still study kat sek 17 shah alam.. pas2 lg sedih dpt tau arwah abah dah xde kat dpn laman rumah.. my xboyfriend (hubby le 2) anta that night gak bila dpt berita abah jatuh kat kebun blkg rumah... my 2nd sister dtg dekat n terus peluk.. pe lagi x tahan la makcik.. know already.. My mom said he kept asking about me a few days b4 he died. uwwaaaaaaa...!!!! lg la aku sedih... terkilan pun ada.. dan mcm2 le.. till today tau...
Sebenarnya, apa2 pun yg berlaku pada org2 yg kite sayang mesti kite risaukan.. my daughter ni pun ada athma.. MIL pun ada heart prob 2... My mom 2 pun bknnyer sihat skrg ni... hmmm.. Berdoa la pada yg Esa... Pada DIA kite berserah... DIA saja yg tau apa yg tersirat didlm hati i ni...
Teringat ramadhan terakhir dgn arwah Abah.. masa 2 balik nak raya.. x-boyfriend (hubby le) anta sbb ada hamper nak bg bakal mentua masa 2... bila dia berbual ngan hubby dia bahasakan diri 'Abah'.. terkejut gak la tp buat2 donno je... ingatkan dia terlepas ckp ke kan... tp xde perkataan 'pakcik' pun... even masa berbuka reramai.. sume ada 1st sis, bil1, 2nd sis, bil2 n anak2 sedara... pun 'Abah' gak.. dlm hati berbunga2 la jgk.. akhirnya Abah terima hubby dlm family dia.. Hmm... rupa2nyer that's d last hubby jumpa Abah.. N ktorg terima panggilan 'Abah' dia as restu dia... nak meleleh dah ni.. uhhuu...!!